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Masochist

by Valeree

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My baby’s got that bad boy vibe Inked up, leather jacket, motorcycle type Kinda guy who’s been in a few too many bar fights Kinda guy I hate to like See, him and I, we’re both so damn hard-headed Drunken disagreements, we really go at it But nothing can compare to his hands on my body ‘Cept when I’m riding on the back of his Ducati When it’s good, it’s cloud 9, but this love’s volatile Always fighting like hell, but that loving’s worthwhile Oo, he drives me out of my mind But he looks so damn good when he does it Oo, I want him all of time time But he knows just how to push my buttons I love him best when his hand’s round my neck He knows just how I want it Oo, he drives me out of my mind But I wouldn’t have it any other way My baby’s got them bedroom eyes Can’t keep my clothes on unless we leave for the night So we hit a little dive bar and knock a few back Try to keep our cool but the odds are stacked Cause I’ve been sipping whiskey sours, he keeps it old fashioned We’re screaming at each other cause we’re loaded with passion All this fighting’s got me wondering when we’ll break up next But every argument’s worth that makeup sex When it’s good, it’s cloud 9, but this love’s volatile Always fighting like hell, but that loving’s worthwhile Oo, he drives me out of my mind But he looks so damn good when he does it Oo, I want him all of time time But he knows just how to push my buttons I love him best when his hand’s round my neck He knows just how I want it Oo, he drives me out of my mind But I wouldn’t have it any other way I know we’re unstable, and if it stays like this we won’t survive But it’s been so long since anything made me feel alive Oo, he drives me out of my mind But he looks so damn good when he does it Oo, I want him all of time time But he knows just how to push my buttons I love him best when his hand’s round my neck He knows just how I want it We’re such a mess and I’m fucking obsessed He makes me so mad but I love it Oo, he drives me out of my mind But I wouldn’t have it any other way Oo, he drives me out of my mind But I wouldn’t have it any other way
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Dive 03:59
You been on, you been on my mind All damn night I’m too burnt out to deny That I need you in my life And I’ve tried to break myself away from us But it’s time to face the fact that baby, this just ain’t done So don’t tell me why we won’t work out Don’t tell me that it’s too late now I’m done running away So what’re we waiting for? This love ain’t going away You think you’re such a saint For giving me space But that’s not your call to make And I’m not yours to save And I know the million reasons to stay apart But not one of those reasons could still my heart So don’t tell me why we won’t work out Don’t tell me that it’s too late now I’m done running away Don’t tell me that we should slow down Don’t tell me there’s too much to talk about I know you feel the same So what’re we waiting for? Let’s dive, dive in Let’s dive, dive in Don't tell me why we won't work out (Let’s dive, dive in) Don't tell me that it's too late now (Let’s dive, dive in) And I’m begging you to stop wasting my time, cause baby I’m yours Don’t tell me why we won’t work out Don’t tell me that it’s too late now I’m done running away Don’t tell me that we should slow down Don’t tell me there’s too much to talk about I know you feel the same So what’re we waiting for? This love ain’t going away
3.
I saw him from above Watched him as he walked out Stole everything that mama dreamed of He didn't dare to turn around He moved on without hesitation His pattern stayed the same Driven by his own motivation No matter who's at stake I told myself I'd never get here, but I am my father's daughter He stares back at me in the mirror, for I am my father's daughter Ooh, I am my father's daughter Ooh, I am my father's daughter As I judged who I thought I'd never be I was blind to becoming my scars Rotten apples land close to the tree I hear mama cry with everyone I harm I told myself I'd never get here, but I am my father's daughter He stares back at me in the mirror, for I am my father's daughter Ooh, I am my father's daughter Ooh, I am my father's daughter Please don't tell mama She'll never see me the same Please don't tell mama She'll have someone to blame I told myself I'd never get here, but I am my father's daughter He stares back at me in the mirror, for I am my father's daughter Ooh, I am my father's daughter Ooh, I am my father's daughter
4.
Masochist 04:45
I can’t remember the last time I cared enough to get hurt I’ve gone through the motions, given tries But everyone always falls short Cause I got these cravings I can’t kick I need a love that’s toxic I know it’s no good for me, but I’m fiending for a fix I just need to feel something Oh I’m just a junkie for the pain Maybe I’m a masochist Love ain’t no fun if it ain’t up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it I said break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I’m a masochist It starts off so fun, I just wanna fuck around But they fall in love, and I spit them out But that’s not my intention, I don’t want to cause hurt That’s why I’m begging for someone to do it to me first Oh I’m just a junkie for the pain Maybe I’m a masochist Love ain’t no fun if it ain’t up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it I said break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I’m a masochist I can’t do this anymore The high ain’t worth the strain But it’s what I think I deserve I’d give anything to change Oh I’m just a junkie for the pain Maybe I’m a masochist Love ain’t no fun if it ain’t up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it I said break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh I’m just a junkie for the pain Maybe I’m a masochist Love ain’t no fun if it ain’t up in flames Break my heart, break my heart Break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I’m a masochist
5.
Pretend Love 03:28
Feelin' kinda lonely today I was thinking it’d be nice to see your face Besides, I miss you And I know it's not all that serious But when the whiskey hits, who can tell the difference? Let’s play pretend love Come spend the night, let’s get too drunk I’ll get high on the white lies you say to me And the sound of you calling me baby Let’s play pretend love Who cares if it’s not real, it's close enough Let’s throw ourselves into the fantasy Give in to the feelings we make believe As long as you’re calling me baby You know I love it when you look in my eyes And we stay up hanging out all night But if it don’t last that’s alright Just play along for for tonight And I hope it doesn't get too serious But when the whiskey hits, I can feel the difference Let’s play pretend love Come spend the night, let’s get too drunk I’ll get high on the white lies you say to me And the sound of you calling me baby Let’s play pretend love Who cares if it’s not real, it's close enough Let’s throw ourselves into the fantasy Give in to the feelings we make believe As long as you’re calling me baby If you wake up and you wanna go I won’t mind But reality’s hard enough, ain’t it nice to escape sometimes? Let’s play pretend love Come spend the night, let’s get too drunk I’ll get high on the white lies you say to me And the sound of you calling me baby Let’s play pretend love Who cares if it’s not real, it's close enough Let’s throw ourselves into the fantasy Give in to the feelings we make believe As long as you’re calling me baby

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released July 24, 2020

Written by Megan Mortensen, Adam Allison, Daniel Balistocky

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Valeree Los Angeles, California

Known as Valeree, queer Los Angeles-based artist Megan Mortensen crafts hooky, R&B and Jazz-influenced pop with a witty, bold point of view, delivering introspective lyrics with mainstream-ready melodies. She is currently gearing up to release her debut album in 2024, which will explore mental health, trauma, and addiction through the lens of an empowered woman. ... more

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